It's Almost Done.

Cant wait. Almost gonna end school. But I still got 3 more tests before I can be happy. Tmr I have chem test but I very scared coz I havent studied yet. Its 10pm here btw so only short while left to study. And test I think first period in the morning. XD Very scared to face it but guess got to get it over with.

So weird. I know I gotta do this tests n all coz it is important for my education. I need to study coz important for my future. I know all this n yet I still wont study. I honestly dont know why. I really lack motivation. Today actually had so much time to study but keep avoiding it by staring into thin air. Dunno why lack so much motivation. Even now I write this coz i lazy to study. XD Always been like this since the beginning. Nvr had any interest in studies. I really want to try hard but so difficult to be motivated.

I always have to cram before tests coz I nvr can get motivated to study. Only last minute feel the pressure then can study. Dunno why but I prefer to study under pressure. At least got motivation. XD

Eh forget it. Cant wait for friday. I will be so free. Can relax. Then cna go friends house play pro evo soccer on the xbox. Also can play cs to no end. XD But really bad mood coz eng teacher gave holiday assessment! So angry. Need prepare during hols n then go back school present. So sian. I thought can enjoy hols but now need do this. Somemore the topic so silly imo. But still I need be happy coz hols coming so soon. Really want go sg see my cousins. And go msia see my friends. Thats all la. Got some noob call me go study for chem n insult me nonstop so i better study so that i go back can freely insult him. XD

adios